I cannot save you from yourself

There is someone I am worried about, but he won’t let me tell you who he is.

What do you do when you understand what someone is feeling and have felt those feelings before and feel them now, but you still don’t want him to go? What does it mean to ask someone to chose to live even when you can’t offer reasons to stay alive?

I’ve read some interesting posts today. I wonder what it all means.

We are all trapped. This is the truth.

I’ve wanted to talk about the truth for a long time now, but I’m not a very honest person. The only place to be honest is in writing.

I’ve had a long day filled with driving and laughter and my usual level of sadness.

I can’t rise above yet.

The song:

Wounded Heart by Bonnie Raitt. This is one of the saddest songs I’ve ever heard. This is for him, this person who shall remain nameless. This is for you, Sean.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/4346640e467fe8/

Sometimes you want to throw a rose into the water, but then the dog brings it back to you.